If you're not up for reading yet another personal journal, kindly direct yourself away from this one.
Doing pretty bad these days. I'm too tired to stand up for myself when it's needed and it's hurting me.
I rather lay in bed all day then get up and eat something. I lost my concentration again too.
I can't draw digitally because my tablet cord snapped so I have to slowly save up for another.
It honestly feels like the walls are slowly coming down on me.
And these thoughts, they won't stop.
Even though I kinda know it's not true it's still a sort of reality for me.
I feel like I'm a monster or slowly turning into one. Just hurting everyone around me and getting away with it.
I'm sick of myself.
Even though I'm still going to therapy, everything seems so gray. Like there's nothing, no future.
That's why I haven't been active in replying and commenting these days.